Why???

When can I stop being alone??? I am so sick and tired of being alone!!! When can i not be alone anymore? Does everybody hate me? Do i even have friends? Why is the word ALONE being invented? When can i STOP being alone? Sook Yi, am i Dislikeable? Eating ALONE, Going out ALONE, At home ALONE? Why am I always alone? Help ME!!!! I am sick and tired of being alone!!! Will somebody save me? Do i even have a group of friends to turn to when i am alone???